Hope. Its to want smth and u believe dat it can happen. but sometimes it might turn frm "hope" to "hope-less" and this is becos it was just ur wishful thinking. I noe smbdy hu most of the times just heck care or doesnt bother wif wad i tink or wad i say, well for now i can say i aint dat close to this person no more.. but this person ain totally bad, sometimes very nice and he doesnt talk to u for a while so u lose all HOPE. but after a while this person talks to u for a quite a while and he doesnt even bother starting a new topic so its u just asking or discussing.. well this aint dat bad i guess, so he will give this small miny glimpse of HOPE. and soon the cycle goes again and again and he just takes away dat small piece of Hope he just gave u and it really sucks.
try